Tag: healing

  • Amor Fati

    Waking up this morning, everything felt so odd. I woke up early, and felt something akin to peace. What a strange feeling after so many days of turmoil. Peace had evaded me for so long, so consistently, that feeling it return was an odd, foreign feeling. And yet it returned to me. I woke up, took medication, and went about…

  • The Emotion Within Sentimentality

    I find it so interesting how sentimental humans are. We pick random things, assign them meaning, and become attached. Pictures, objects, places, people, foods, drinks, whatever it is. Someone, somewhere, views it sentimentally. For me, it’s the same. But I find it appears in so many random, out of the ordinary ways. And I hate being taken off guard by…

  • I. Thoughts

    There are a number of things in my brain, swirling round and round, not giving me any peace. I don’t expect to find peace at this time. But I do intend to reflect. It’s important to connect the so-called temptation with its actual effects. Once you understand that indulging might actually be worse than resisting, the urge begins to lose…

  • The Chest

    What is meant for you, will reach you even if it is beneath two mountains. And what isn’t meant for you, won’t reach you even if it between your two lips. We, as humans, are never able to truly handle the lack of control that comes with living, with existing. We don’t handle uncertainty well. You get anxious waiting for…

  • The Heart

    Still, there is this terrible desire to be loved. Still, there is this horror at being left behind. Lesbian and sapphic relationships come under a lot of scrutiny. We’re not understood by our parents, our siblings, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents. Everyone looks at us with the question, “Why?” instead of seeing our hearts. The rest of the world looks at…